||[Jun. 20th, 2013|03:07 pm]
Italy was excellent overall. I'm happier than I've ever been before. I truly feel complete. It's awesome.|
However, I think feeling all this goodness has opened up my heart to feel more darkness. Every day at work, at a job I love, I have flashes of intense loneliness. I logically know that life is awesome. I'm enjoying my work. However, I get these brief flashed of almost immobilizing melancholy.
It's weird. I just had a nice vacation. I'm not used to being this emotionally open and vulnerable as an adult.
But man, Italy. Awesome.