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benjamin adrian

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A reactivation. [Jun. 15th, 2012|03:50 pm]
benjamin adrian
Ever since getting back together with Claudia my level of emotions has been greatly extended. I was an emotional child and teenager. Then, in my early 20s, things ramped down and I figured it was hormones and just what came with transitioning to adulthood. I was still emotional, and by no means cold, but I just didn't go as far. Then, after our re-connection, I have found a whole new extension of emotions that I have not felt since our original relationship more than 20 years ago. It goes in both ways. I find it harder to pull myself out of funks, but I also get more gleeful highs.

I'm not complaining, it's just a surprise and an adjustment.